1.03.2006 (8:17 PM)
Uh-huh. Today was quite okay. So, I didn't even go to class at all. Ah yes, only to return my report book. Yeah. Then the peer leader thing.
I'm not a good peer leader, I admit. The guys in my groups are all very un-enthu. And that michael guy just talk crap the whole day and influenced the other boys to do the same too. I can't help but feel that all of them are childish. I only like the games part, at almost the end of the day. The pendulum game, me met guohao ragu and amir were trying to stay as the same few people and we succeed. In the end the whole group was still the same few people, I didn't move. =D And the chain game, we were fake chains !! We joined people then just break off anyhow. Fun fun fun.
So, this peer leader thing somehow boosted my confidence, but thinking of the seating tomorrow, it just drops down to zero once again. I know it's childish, worrying about these stupid small things, but it really affects me alot, especially when my confidence level is almost negative. I'm trying hard not to think much about it, yah hiding from it. I don't know why I'm so scared, but that's just how I feel. *Sighs* I just hate the way I am.
Urgh. Not in a pleasant mood. I shall go do my homework. I've not done it. But I'm determined to get good grades. I must be determined. Gambate, Pamela.
afizah
class 2-3