1.26.2006 (6:43 PM)
Just now, I went into my brother's room to just check his things out. I was rather bored and out of curiosity, I went in and flipped through some of his stuff. But of course I tried my best not to leave any thing not in it's original position.
I was bored after checking out some of his desk's stuff and wanted to leave.. then I noticed my a red A4 red notebook by his bed. Out of curiosity again, I took it gently. There was a pen inside it, so naturally I flipped to that page where the pen is and I read the stuff. At first I thought they were notes, but it turned out it's his diary.
And I started reading. It turned out my brother doesn't have a girlfriend, has some financial problems and is unconfident over his pimple problems. I never knew my brother had such problems. He's very disciplined too. And his English is damn pro ! He writes in proper english, even in diary entries. And my brother isn't close to my dad. Last year's Chinese New Year, when Dad was at home, he felt uncomfortable and didn't dare to smile and all those. I didn't know all those. Not at all. I feel wierd, after walking into my bro's world for a while. Oh yeah, he's obsessed with biking stuff. He wants biking shoes and he feels that he's a whimsy pussy biker during his accident at Bukit Timah few years back. Oh my, I'm really really surprised. Really surprised.
afizah
class 2-3