11.30.2005 (10:38 PM)
*yawn*
feeling tired, but i feel like blogging, so here i am.
i know i shouldn't be here.
i should be sleeping, trying to get rid of my dark circles.
but nevermind.
i'm feeling sad and disappointed.
went wild wild wet today with pf, shiva, weilei and zp.
fun.
=)
i reek of chlorine now.
*eew*
sigh.
i'm mourning for the demise of a very beloved friend.
she's not really dead, but i take that she's dead.
even if it's all a misunderstanding, i'll still not treat her as a living mammal,
cause i know we've already lost her.
the present her is so strange and distant to me i don't recognise her.
i don't even know if i can trust her.
i don't even know next year she'll wave to me or what.
even if she does, i won't know if it's true or not.
confused, disappointed, sad.
coool.
i have to cool.
afizah
class 2-3