11.13.2005 (5:56 PM)
Suddenly I feel dead and hopeless and see no point in living. I mean, what's the point of living when in the end you're going to die and forget everything. You come to this world empty-handed and with no memories at all and you leave empty-handed with no memories at all. What you do during your life is not going to affect you after you die, I believe. You just lie in a coffin and rot and people go to your grave to pray to the empty gross box underground or you lie in a coffin and get burned and then the ashes go into a jar and people pray to your ashes. After all your family and relatives and friends die, no one will remember you and you will be nothing to the world. So what's the use of living ? What's the use of even having a world. For God to be happy and busy ? There's no point to everything, every form of life, and even Gods.
Urgh. Even me posting this thing here is pointless. It only shows that I'm superficial and is an attention seeker. Kill me, man. I feel like I should just jump off the building.
K. I'm not sad or depressed hoh. I'm jsut bored and suddenly have this thought. LOL.
ZP wants me to mention him, so here it is. LOL.
afizah
class 2-3