11.17.2005 (12:23 PM)
*sigh*
i read my posts for the past few days,
and found out they were boring.
ohhwell.
it's for my own pleasure.
and jiahui triggered my sadness.
she asked me to do a skin for her.
and it reminded me that i can't do a skin now.
i don't know why..
not because i don't have my old brushes i guess,
it's because i lack the creativity bah.
yesterday i thought of a beuatiful skin.
i had one planned out in my mind,
but when i went to photoshop,
nothing came out.
it's so sad k !!
ayes.
you dont know how it feels.
only met and jin can somehow know why bah.
and that sadness triggered my depression.
i started to feel that this world is SO superficial,
again.
urgh.
shall not crap bout this.