11.17.2005 (4:21 PM)
i didn't get into 3/2.
i didn't..
and i really can't imagine my life in 3/5.
i don't wanna mix with those people.
i wanna stay as how i am.
but almost everyone in 3/5 are those kind of girls..
help..
i know god has his reasons for not letting me pass the appeal,
but i feel scared.
what if everything turn bad.
i don't know..
i really don't know..
if only i had chose econs.
if only i had chose physics..
i don't want to leave 2/3.
i really don't want..
if only everything can stay as it is and never change.
right now i can't overcome this fear in me..
and i can't see, my vision is blurred.
anyway, chalet photos.
i don't have all.
have to go ask for them tonight maybe.
sigh..

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