10.28.2005 (3:42 PM)
I chose BioChem. Tell me I will benefit from it, please. And for the first time in my life, this is the first time I feel so not confident of what I will get in. I never worried about which school or class I'll get in. I've changed, and I don't like it. I need more self-esteem.
Suddenly I feel this world is so superficial, and I somehow can't penetrate through the surface and touch people's hearts. I really want to, but what would I do if I really did? I don't know. I'm starting to become very unsure of myself. Why?
No more 2/3 '05, officially. I love 2/3, I seriously do. Though not so very united, afterall we went through these 2 years, I guess somewhere in our hearts, there's this special place for the class. We enjoyed ourselves these 2 years, didn't we? I regret not contributing more to 2/3. But so what if I regret?
I wanna get a job, I wanna earn money, I wanna go shopping. I want so many things, yet I don't wanna grow up. If only turning the hands of the clock would really turn back time.
afizah
class 2-3