9.10.2005 (10:46 PM)
Well, third post today. Nothing to do. My room is so noisy. I don't feel like staying in there more than a second. I will explode.
Went to read Xiaxue's blog. Her recent post kinda touched me. Someone whom almost the whole world is criticising and cursing and scolding and blah blah actually is also like a normal girl who occassionally feels sad and tired of this world. I think she isn't that bad bah. Those people who really hate her so much really seriously have no sense of humour. Anyone can see that she probably is just cracking some jokes or what lah, they are too sensitive I guess. Like what Xiaxue said, those who barely knows her can hate her to the core, amazing. Got very emotional after reading her post. I somehow can feel how fed up she is.
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Sometimes I really feel like dying. How would it feel like? Is there really heaven and hell? I wouldn't mind going to heaven or even hell, at least you feel more excitement. I bet being in hell beats being on Earth. sigh. I regret saying life rocks. what is this, holiday blues?
afizah
class 2-3